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Tag: wellbeing

  • Update on “Autotelic”

    I previously posted the following

    It’s the idea of carrying out an activity for the joy of the process, not the outcome. In other words, for the reason of internal motivation, rather than external, such as grades, awards, medals, a new job. Writing a story for the joy of storytelling, not with the goal of publishing.

    I struggle with living up to this, because external motivation is so embedded in daily life. I’ve been taught to work on the basis of outcome, and aiming for a good one. It’s hard to see how one can be autotelic when an external outcome is present. E.g. studying for the process of studying, when assignments lead to a grade.

    However, I am reminded of the British olympic rock climber, who didn’t place in the medals. The commentator was surprised that he said he didn’t mind. He didn’t climb for a medal, but because he loved climbing.

    So, I think on how he could have won a medal. Would that mean he wasn’t climbing based on intrinsic motivation?

    I don’t think so. It just would have been an outcome that happened. So I try to shift my thinking to: there may be an outcome of any nature, but that doesn’t have to make the outcome the reason. I can act from the joy of the process, regardless of the presence of an outcome, and I can be truer to my own self as a result.

  • “Radio days”

    This is something I’ve discovered today after putting radio one on in the morning, keeping it on after my mum came to see me, and then returning to the radio when we got back. I’ve actually kept it on into the evening, so it’s been a whole day of radio shows.

    It’s actually very regulating for me. It’s like having background company, which reduces loneliness. It’s also lower demand than tv – you can tune your attention in and out. Pay close attention to the funny chat, let a song be pretty in the background.

    One thing is that sometimes you do have to ignore a song you don’t particularly enjoy. I found the giggles from the commentary made that worthwhile today.

    I think I will try and make time for radio days, much like I do for demand free time. I think they may become equally important for my mental health.