What if..

I’m not actually autistic?

What if PDA is it’s own neurotype?

What if it’s an epigenetic related neurotype – i.e. rooted in neurodivergent trauma, but inheritable mainly through the mother line?

What if being a super social PDAer actually makes you allistic, but also highly neurodivergent?

What if PDA can be researched enough to prove this? What if I’m not able to, when I know so much about my own hypotheses, methods I’d use..

What if there’s a point I have to give up, and hand over my passion to another researcher because I’m not able?

What if, though, it does all work out? What if I can work this hard? What if I can become a truly high flying PDAer – with all my disabled complexity?

What if, what if, what if?

One’s thing for sure, I agree with that Newcastle Uni research that the PDA brain has an “intolerance for uncertainty”!